End of the Beginning
Apr. 26th, 2002 12:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lazchanWell, finals week start Monday. I have two finals and a video to watch. ^^ And then... dum dum dum.... I go home! Praise whatever. I'm happy to be getting out of here, it's like I'm bouncing. *grins* I just have some more stuff to pack.... why does it seem like my room isn't as empty as it is?! *sighs* maybe its because there's all this bulk furniture. Whenever I moved, everything would be gone with the movers. Bed, dresser, shelves... it's all still HERE, and it's strange for me. I have to take down a few more things and I'll be done. It's so incredible that I've survived my first year of college. Yeah, yeah... and people have already done their first years so who cares, right? *sweatdrops*
I'm going to spend this weekend studying for Japanese and doing my workbook so I can turn it in. I don't know if it's a bad thing or not when the teacher goes... "and try and get the workbook done this weekend. It will help you on your test." -_-;; At least there is a hint of what will be on the exam. *grins* And our trusty study guide, of course.
Sometimes I wonder how people see me. I mean, really see me. I have a feeling that I'm a whiny brat child. I always seemed to be getting lectured when I'm venting, or completly ignored. It's disheartning. This is why I stopped saying what was wrong with me and locked it inside. If this trend keeps up, I'll do the same thing again. I don't want to make it seem like I'm dying for attention or something.
My main thing used to be..."what's wrong with you" to my friends. I couldn't care less about myself, and in alot of ways, I still don't. I would like to know that people at least care about me--to be shown that. I am a baby in that way, but it's a nice feeling to have once in a while.
Enough of the whining. ^_^
I'm going to spend this weekend studying for Japanese and doing my workbook so I can turn it in. I don't know if it's a bad thing or not when the teacher goes... "and try and get the workbook done this weekend. It will help you on your test." -_-;; At least there is a hint of what will be on the exam. *grins* And our trusty study guide, of course.
Sometimes I wonder how people see me. I mean, really see me. I have a feeling that I'm a whiny brat child. I always seemed to be getting lectured when I'm venting, or completly ignored. It's disheartning. This is why I stopped saying what was wrong with me and locked it inside. If this trend keeps up, I'll do the same thing again. I don't want to make it seem like I'm dying for attention or something.
My main thing used to be..."what's wrong with you" to my friends. I couldn't care less about myself, and in alot of ways, I still don't. I would like to know that people at least care about me--to be shown that. I am a baby in that way, but it's a nice feeling to have once in a while.
Enough of the whining. ^_^
