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[lazchan]

I don't if it's the 'back in America' or jet lag or whatever catching up with me or that piece of cake but my moods are swinging lately. *sighs* I'm such a headcase at times. My ideas when I write with people are getting stale and uninteresting... which disappoints me a lot, because I always used to have so many ideas.

I enjoy writing with people, more than anything--it's a form of therapy for me and absolute enjoyment and fun times, but I want the person writing with me to have fun, too. >_> I need to stop being selfish with my ideas that I suggest for writing.

And again with the the whole doing stuff with people. I mean, they're nice people and they try to include me and why am I such a loser and hide away and not be social? I suck at it and I don't know them that well and *sighs*

Comments

[kohakutenshi.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure on the idea thing, cause you always give me good ones~! ♥

As far as the social thing, I had that problem, too. But this year I've forced myself to hang out with people. And it was fun. I had a panic attack a couple times prior, sure, but it was still fun. They're supposed to be my friends so hopefully nothing will happen when I'm with them. :3

*hugs* Too bad we can't hang out and get coffee or something...

[flidgetjerome.livejournal.com]

I think you're just tired, which is understandable, that was sort of a mega-huge move.

Just give yourself some time to recover first.