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[lazchan]

It's really strange--a year has gone by really fast, now that it's almost over. It's been a year full of ups and downs (and holy crap, all the stuff that happens at the end, lol) and it's been a great experience.

I think I've grown some since I've been here--but still the same me. I still am emotionally immature in a lot of ways, like I'm acting to a few people tonight--but...

Yeah. This year really had been an awesome one and I basically have a little over a month left until I go back to Utah. Three more weeks of classes--it's so strange to realize that it's coming to a close, my chapter here in Japan. Still have lots of pictures to take and places to go and things to see--but we'll see how much of that gets done.

I know I'll miss it here, but I miss home, too. I miss having the same schedule as most everyone else, of being able to talk to people at normal times or go and hang out at someone's house. I was never a person that socialized a great deal, but I miss those times when I could.

I guess I really am a clingy child in many ways still.

Sorry for whining so much, Ash