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I don't if it's the 'back in America' or jet lag or whatever catching up with me or that piece of cake but my moods are swinging lately. *sighs* I'm such a headcase at times. My ideas when I write with people are getting stale and uninteresting... which disappoints me a lot, because I always used to have so many ideas.

I enjoy writing with people, more than anything--it's a form of therapy for me and absolute enjoyment and fun times, but I want the person writing with me to have fun, too. >_> I need to stop being selfish with my ideas that I suggest for writing.

And again with the the whole doing stuff with people. I mean, they're nice people and they try to include me and why am I such a loser and hide away and not be social? I suck at it and I don't know them that well and *sighs*