*sigh*

[lazchan]

If this bill gets signed and passed, then I am going back home to North Carolina. I can tell some of my friends are disapointed with me, but it doesn't affect them, and they don't know how I feel or what I am going through. I don't precisely want to GO back home, under my parents roof and blah blah blah... but circumstances may dictate otherwise, and its hard. I would be staying in Utah for the summer, working most likely.... ^^; Gotta pay for my trip home somehow. *grins* Then go home--where my parents said they will accept me back home and even transport me to the local community college. *sighs* I hope that everything works out, and I think I will be doing some research on what I can do. I have a backup job avaliable. I do have a type of teaching license available...for either substitute teacher or a teacher's aide. That would be good. ^_^

Comments

[ely-chan.livejournal.com]

I never said I was disappointed with you... you left before I could say anything. It may not directly affect me, but I think it's incredibly unfair. You don't deserve it, and neither does anyone else... please don't think I'm mad at you, darlin. It's a stressful time right now. *hugs*

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[lazzchan.livejournal.com]

*smiles* I know...I'm just incredibly pulled the the limits right now, and I don't exactly know what's going on. Everything's going *boom* in my face, and it's hard to deal with. I'm sorry if I left so quickly, but... well... I wasn't in the mood for lecturing, and even though I know that wasn't what you were doing, at the time it felt that way. ^^; My mother has actually been supportive of me...*L* to an extent. More or less this... "there are NO jobs here" ^^; But she did agree to let me go to college while searching for a job, and still live at home. It's a very nice thought. *sighs* In a way, I don't want to go home, either. Heck, living with my parents again? @_@ ^__^ Thanks, ely... it'll all work out, ne?

*blinks*

[trionfale.livejournal.com]

Hey Laz! It's Annie here. Just wanted to wish you luck and I hope that the bill does not pass. :-/ Talk to you soon, ne?

Re: *blinks*

[lazzchan.livejournal.com]

*grins* Thanks, Annie! I don't want to give out quite so easily, either. ^^; Right now, though... *rolls eyes* This second semester isn't easy, and maybe that's why it seems everything is faling apart. ^^;