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[lazchan]

Well, its now Thursday...I talked to my family last night, and my mother sounded so tired--like not just physically, end of the day tired, but more so than that. I guess its hard for her--the college sent my parents money (that they shouldn't have) and I have this feeling that my mother could have really used that money for bills and stuff. I feel guilty, and would let her keep it, if it *wasn't* my money for tuition. Maybe its good that I'm out here, away from the family, so they can deal with things a bit easier. My sister is at home, which makes things harder, but one more person would tip the scales into "we're really poor and can't afford anything." *sighs* I don't know what to do... If there was anything I could do to help my family out, I would, but I'm having trouble myself trying to pay for everything. Hmm.. more later on this, I can't concentrate....