*shakes head*
Nov. 15th, 2002 12:44 pmI can't believe it... I honestly can't. Today -as directed- I called up the college. I was told to do this today to see if I had been accepted or not. Well--problem! When I called up, they told me that my changes to my application never went through. I don't know what the error was, but they never got my revised application for the spring semester. Not one of the people that I talked to over the last few months changed it, either. I had talked and sent emails to ensure that I would be applying for the spring semester. But now I'm out of luck. The receptionist said that there was nothing that they can do for me getting in for spring since it's such a competitive slot. I knew this, that's why I applied earlier.
I'm seriously hurting over this... I cried my eyes out and I'm still crying over this. I needed to go to college again. I needed to go back to classes and do something with my life. I was looking really foward to this and it gets snatched away--I'm sick and tired of this!! It's not like I'm not trying. I am trying. I spent so much time trying to work through things and get back in school. To get a job. This is absolutely everything to me.
My parents aren't helping either. They tell me that I can wait for summer, to get a job--basically telling me to get over it and that it's my fault. It hurts. I was looking foward to this so badly, needed it. And I find out because something happened in their offices that it didn't work for me? That I'm out of luck because of their screw up? I could have gone to another college, but I wasn't able to get a ride up to the community college where I could talk to somebody. It wasn't something that you could do over the phone, either.
*swears*
I'm seriously hurting over this... I cried my eyes out and I'm still crying over this. I needed to go to college again. I needed to go back to classes and do something with my life. I was looking really foward to this and it gets snatched away--I'm sick and tired of this!! It's not like I'm not trying. I am trying. I spent so much time trying to work through things and get back in school. To get a job. This is absolutely everything to me.
My parents aren't helping either. They tell me that I can wait for summer, to get a job--basically telling me to get over it and that it's my fault. It hurts. I was looking foward to this so badly, needed it. And I find out because something happened in their offices that it didn't work for me? That I'm out of luck because of their screw up? I could have gone to another college, but I wasn't able to get a ride up to the community college where I could talk to somebody. It wasn't something that you could do over the phone, either.
*swears*