waiting

Gah... I miss being out west. Most of the people I talk to... or almost all of them, actually--live in a time zone that is at least 2 hours away from mine. Which means when I want to chat with them or write with them, I'm up late at night, just waiting for them to come online. Of course, you think I would get the picture sometimes when they don't show up and it's almost 5am. That's not the case now--but I am not going to do that again. Blah...

It was another down day--I seem to be crashing more and more lately. It's not healthy, but I bounce up quick enough now. It used to be really hard for me, but I've improved so much. I went to apply for job today, started filling out the application, then stopped. *sighs* I can't even fill out the references, because they have to be 'professional' references from 2 years of working with someone. That's not going to happen... I don't know anybody like that.

*sigh* Here's hoping my application for college will go through...