lazchan: (sleepy kitty)

My brain is so freaking warped. I don't even know where these dreams come from, but it's creepy as hell when you try to redirect them and you can't get out.

Long story short for the dream. I was stuck through some sort of time travel via a friend, in WW2 Germany. And my friend got slowly enamored with it. D: (Not sure which friend, XDD) And so I was stuck and getting more horrified and just various pieces of propaganda and stuff. The various teachings, etc.

But she liked it, I was stuck and so I tried to deal as much as possible. Tried to see what the point of it all was. There were some fuzzy parts here and there, like trying to hide and stuff, but I wasn't in trouble, I 'fit in', but some people did think me mental at some points. XD

I woke up at some parts and went right back into the dream. I think the best part of the dream was being confronted by Hitler and my beating him over the head with a cane or something like it until he was bloody and he toppled down the steps. He was still alive and I beat him again and he went down another flight of stairs. The man would not die, no matter how many times I beat him. I think near the end, right before I woke up, all he wanted was a puppy. O_o

Ladies and gentleman, my brain. For all the weirdness at the end, it was creepy and horrible to be stuck with no way out in a society that was completely opposite to what your worldview and beliefs were.
lazchan: (searching for light beat)
Ok, enough of the emo-entry from yesterday. D: Bad patch and all, pushing forward and just dealing with it. XD Going to try and drop my hours at work (what, you say? Cutting hours willingly?) to help. Right now, eight hours doing a phone job is just... too much. I don't care if people thing I'm being a baby over the whole thing, some people can do it and some can't.

In other news, weird dreams last night. I dreamt that Obama was staying at my house for some odd, unknown reason. But in my dream I knew that [ profile] phoenixdown7 wanted to meet him as well and so I went to her house, explaining everything. There were a few more odd bits about people not being home and going to weird neighborhoods and all, but I mean, really. Why the hell was President-elect Obama at my house? LOL!

Working today on Veterans Day ( D: ) but I'll do my own honoring once the day is over. Wish I could get the poppy to wear, but alas, when you don't live near base, it's harder to get them.

I'm just going to take things one day at a time, or one week at a time- whatever works better. I've noticed that when I've left work early (doing 6 hour shifts) I'm in a much better frame of mind, a lot less stressed and the way my mind works things out-- *laughs* Half the time, I don't get a break until three hours into the shift (three hours straight with a headset glued to your head? Ugh) and if I did this whole 6 hour thing, then that'd just leave me with 2hr 45 left and that's not so bad at all, right? Here's hoping that part'll work out. I'm ignoring the fact that the other job exists for now. He said he'd call in a few days, that they can't rush, blah blah blah, so I'll stop calling and worrying about it and just treat it as a 'well, we'll see' thing.'

lazchan: (omgwtfbbq)
bwuh... my brain....

Where on earth do I get the idea of marrigage ceremonies held over outdoor grills? WHERE, I ask you?

my dreams are odd-- really odd. I mean... o_O yeah. all I can remember is that I was with a friend and they were getting married. It was this huge group of people getting married and they went in in large groups--when I went in with my friend, I saw all these outdoor grills (tents covering them, too, I believe) and the priest/cook was on one side and the couple on the other.

-_- yeah, it's time for that break, all right...


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